in this very usual asian society im born and currently living in, i really do want to say “what’s up with all that criticism?”
everyday i constantly live in absolute irritation with people telling me “when are u going to lose weight?” or “each time i see u, u just seem..bigger”
i dont know if its just hong kong or what. but honestly speaking, i really dont care. because I’ve lost weight and nearly died – and yet at the same time i’ve gained weight and nearly died too. right now i just want to be healthy and feel healthy and beautiful.
I’ve seen all the wedding blogs, and honestly i look at the brides even if they’re stumpy and (slightly) oversized, they look absolutely beautiful. who says size 6 is the norm? who stated that as a law? im a 10, so what? sue me!
i’m absolutely blessed with someone who pokes fun at my rolls but seriously love me from deep within. I dont know what has happened (neither does he), from a really seriously absolutely superficial guy, he turns to someone whos so comfortable with the normaly and pimply face me and doesnt mind me not being pretty and hot nor pretty hot!
yesterday was July 1st, the 13th year after hong kong returned to china. geez each july 1st is always the beginning of the summer where the weather always report to be hot, very hot or blazing hot! and people will clog up causeway bay protesting for what that is (they’re hoping) democracy. wth, havent u realised ure living in china? oh wait i forgot that having “special administrative region” makes u think ure not part of china – but no. china is still very much communist and democracy? protesting? is just a show for foreigners to laugh at. i’ve very much spent my holiday oogling over team edward AND jacob, and a nice long nap. nice~